Sunday, September 03, 2006
im gonna start grumbling.please dont read if you are in a good mood.
im feeling frustrated.
the past few days have been disastrous.
in fact, past 2.
and then my hp bill this month will definitely overflow.
i think i've exceeded everything.
high possibility.
as usual. MEL the high expenditure woman.
great. just great.
and then i just spent $15 on taxi.
just because i wanted to do my best in making my presence
be used to the maximmum. so i went home slightly later.
as usual. MEL the rubber time woman.
wonderful. *applause.
then yesterday, due to my tactlessness.
i hurt someone. as usual.
i didn't mean it.
but i overlooked it.
bcos i was worried for that person.
so i dint wanna bother that person.
but beacuse of my i dint wanna made that person even more stressed attitude
i discouraged that person.
WHYY SO DUMB.?
i admit. i was using my PEA brain to think.
WHY.?
why did i use my PEA BRAIN.!
sigh. melissa yet again commits a mistake.
yes. it is human to err.
but THATS NOT THE POINT.
the fact is i could have avoided it.
WHYYYY.?
im in one of my listless moods.
one of my i dont know whyy moods.
but i'll hop back right on board this instant.
as there is no point pondering. wandering.
there will always be a tomorrow.
and no matter how much mistakes i've made.
i thank God.
i've still got a saviour who loves me.
but do you.?
